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Rough Days

Sun Mar 15, 2009, 6:06 PM
  • Mood: Scared
  • Listening to: Motion Sickness-Call the Cops
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: My screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: Nada
This past weekend has been very, very rough on me. =/

My anxiety has been getting worse and worse. I've resorted to clawing my arms and whatnot so I can distract myself from crying. It's very painful. And hard for my loved ones to watch. I'm getting more and more scared.

Also, I've lost a best friend. I don't want to talk about what happened but it wasn't pretty.

I'm afraid I'm slowly driving myself torwards depression.

My mom isn't exactly being sympathetic. My boyfriend is the only one really trying to guide me through this right now. And sadly, his efforts aren't enough.

I'm frightened at what's happening to me.

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  • Print preference: Glossy
  • Interests: Photography, music, theatre, hair and make-up experimentation.
  • Favourite movie: Superbad, Beauty Shop, On the Doll, Breakfast at Tiffany's, and many more. I have tons of favor
  • Favourite band or musician: Jack's Mannequin would have to be my top favorite band, Andrew McMahon is a genius.
  • Favourite genre of music: Acoustic/hardcore/emo/sceamo/pop-punk/indie
  • Favourite artist: werewolfluv, who is my personal friend, and my brother Gage.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Cecily von Ziegesar
  • Favourite photographer: Myself...? =D
  • Favourite style of art: Portraits and band photography
  • Operating System: Umm
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod and Sony
  • Shell of choice: The pretty kind. ;]
  • Wallpaper of choice: Band photos
  • Skin of choice: Mine...
  • Favourite game: Sonic the Hedgehog, hands downn. =]
  • Favourite gaming platform: Dreamcast
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob, Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Personal Quote: "Keep your head up like your nose is bleeding."
  • Tools of the Trade: Tripod, HP Photosmart Premier

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:iconidril-ilae:
~idril-ilae Sep 24, 2009, 1:33:15 AM
DARLIIIINGGG!!! I MISS U LOADS!!!!!!!
WHERE ARE UUU?????????

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Am I too much for you?
Coz your too much for me
& I still wanna be corrupted!

R:A :star:
:iconidril-ilae:
~idril-ilae Feb 27, 2009, 6:57:02 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED, yeah, i got tagged, so now i have to do this

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

--
Am I too much for you?
Coz your too much for me
& I still wanna be corrupted!

R:A :star:
:iconwerewolfluv:
~werewolfluv Feb 22, 2009, 5:55:00 PM
You take good pictures!!! :P

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Superjail!
lawlIshootrainbows.

I am the one who lives in your closet. <3


"I'm not the other ANYTHING. I'm me"~ Cat from Coraline.





Icon credited to Duckstapler.
:iconpoisonenvy:
~PoisonEnvy Feb 25, 2009, 4:26:01 PM
Thank you! =3 and you do fantastic drawings, which i drool over everyday at lunch! =]

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"Shut your freaking gob!"

-Juno
:iconwerewolfluv:
~werewolfluv Feb 25, 2009, 4:31:00 PM
Thanks! lol :3 Do you edit your pictures on the computer?

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Superjail!
lawlIshootrainbows.

I am the one who lives in your closet. <3


"I'm not the other ANYTHING. I'm me"~ Cat from Coraline.





Icon credited to Duckstapler.
:iconpoisonenvy:
~PoisonEnvy Feb 27, 2009, 7:27:17 PM
Yes, I do, very subtley most of the time, though. =]

--
"Shut your freaking gob!"

-Juno
:iconwerewolfluv:
~werewolfluv Feb 27, 2009, 7:46:50 PM
That is awsome!! :3

--
Superjail!
lawlIshootrainbows.

I am the one who lives in your closet. <3


"I'm not the other ANYTHING. I'm me"~ Cat from Coraline.





Icon credited to Duckstapler.
:iconidril-ilae:
~idril-ilae Nov 18, 2008, 9:25:42 AM
Hello sis!
hw are u
¿?
what about the fire at california??
=S

--
Am I too much for you?
Coz your too much for me
& I still wanna be corrupted!

R:A :star:
:iconpoisonenvy:
~PoisonEnvy Nov 20, 2008, 6:36:48 PM
I'm all right, and yourself? =]
I've missed you! :hug:
Oh, you mean that huge one in SoCal? I don't have that much knowledge on it. =3

--
"Shut your freaking gob!"

-Juno
:iconidril-ilae:
~idril-ilae Nov 21, 2008, 7:15:24 AM
I'm fine too =D
I've missed you tooooo!!
Yep! that one! I was just wondering if you were involved or something on it..
what a relief that you don't!

--
Am I too much for you?
Coz your too much for me
& I still wanna be corrupted!

R:A :star:
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