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Rough Days

Sun Mar 15, 2009, 7:06 PM
  • Mood: Scared
  • Listening to: Motion Sickness-Call the Cops
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: My screen
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: Nada
This past weekend has been very, very rough on me. =/

My anxiety has been getting worse and worse. I've resorted to clawing my arms and whatnot so I can distract myself from crying. It's very painful. And hard for my loved ones to watch. I'm getting more and more scared.

Also, I've lost a best friend. I don't want to talk about what happened but it wasn't pretty.

I'm afraid I'm slowly driving myself torwards depression.

My mom isn't exactly being sympathetic. My boyfriend is the only one really trying to guide me through this right now. And sadly, his efforts aren't enough.

I'm frightened at what's happening to me.

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  • Current Residence: Cottonwood, CA
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: ?
  • Print preference: Glossy
  • Interests: Photography, music, theatre, hair and make-up experimentation.
  • Favourite movie: Superbad, Beauty Shop, On the Doll, Breakfast at Tiffany's, and many more. I have tons of favor
  • Favourite band or musician: Jack's Mannequin would have to be my top favorite band, Andrew McMahon is a genius.
  • Favourite genre of music: Acoustic/hardcore/emo/sceamo/pop-punk/indie
  • Favourite artist: werewolfluv, who is my personal friend, and my brother Gage.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Cecily von Ziegesar
  • Favourite photographer: Myself...? =D
  • Favourite style of art: Portraits and band photography
  • Operating System: Umm
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod and Sony
  • Shell of choice: The pretty kind. ;]
  • Wallpaper of choice: Band photos
  • Skin of choice: Mine...
  • Favourite game: Sonic the Hedgehog, hands downn. =]
  • Favourite gaming platform: Dreamcast
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob, Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Personal Quote: "Keep your head up like your nose is bleeding."
  • Tools of the Trade: Tripod, HP Photosmart Premier

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED, yeah, i got tagged, so now i have to do this

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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Am I too much for you?
Coz your too much for me
& I still wanna be corrupted!

R:A :star:
You take good pictures!!! :P

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Have you ever noticed that stock sounds like stalk?? O_o


Icon credited to Duckstapler.
Repo...Is awsome!!~
:iconrepo-army: I'm in a club! Oh my.
Thank you! =3 and you do fantastic drawings, which i drool over everyday at lunch! =]

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"Shut your freaking gob!"

-Juno
Thanks! lol :3 Do you edit your pictures on the computer?

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Have you ever noticed that stock sounds like stalk?? O_o


Icon credited to Duckstapler.
Repo...Is awsome!!~
:iconrepo-army: I'm in a club! Oh my.
Yes, I do, very subtley most of the time, though. =]

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"Shut your freaking gob!"

-Juno
That is awsome!! :3

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Have you ever noticed that stock sounds like stalk?? O_o


Icon credited to Duckstapler.
Repo...Is awsome!!~
:iconrepo-army: I'm in a club! Oh my.

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